insecurities.

I hate looking at myself and not liking what I see.
Every day there is something wrong with my body.
Something Different.
I find myself consumed with thoughts about what I could do to be skinnier.
I'm scared to eat.
I do eat though. But I feel so disgusting afterwards, that I never want to eat ever again.
But I do.
Everyone I see is skinnier.
I wish my stomach was flatter.
I wish my legs were smaller.
I look in the mirror and I see nothing that I like.