goodbye 2010.

2010 was a good year.
I will miss it muchly.
But I'm also excited for 2011. :)


Will you be single over winter? nope :) 
How old is the last person you kissed? seventeen 
Has someone ever made a promise and broke it? I'm sure that they have, but it was probably silly stuff, cause I don't really remember anything major.
Did you date anyone over the summer? yep, and I'm still with them :)
Do you think someone likes the same person you do? I wouldn't be suprised...Tyler is smokin.
Do you miss your past? not really. I love things like they are right now.
 Would you rather spend a day outside with friends or inside alone? outside with friends...duh
This time last year, do you remember who you liked? Yeah, so awkward.
Last awkward moment? when brianna asked this guy at the Landing to take a picture of us, and he took one of himself instead... Who are you missing? brianna and tyler, but they are coming over tonight!!
Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?  my looks, and my weight. I'm really self concious.
Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with an T? yep! the only person I have ever kissed is Tyler.
Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with an J? hahahahahaha, no.
What’s a fact about the last person who had their arms around you? He is EXTREMELY talented, and I want to be with him forever.
What do you currently hear right now? one of my favorite bands, Deas Vail, the washer and dryer, my computer keys tapping.
Do you know anyone that smokes weed? none of my friends, but I'm sure I know someone. 
Is the last person you kissed older than you? nope, ten months younger.
How has the week been? fantastic! Brianna and I went to Branson for two days to go to Silver Dollar City, and Shopping at the Tanger, the Landing, and Target. Tyler and I MAJORLY cleaned out my room,  I got to spend some time with Brooke and Melissa, and tonight is New Years! It's been a perfect way to spend the last week of 2010.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone? nah, we drifted away pretty fast unfortunately.
Who saw your last kiss? no one, unless Troy was spying.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yeah, but not thirds.
What were you doing before you got on the computer? Eating lunch.
Could you handle living together with the last personyou texted? oh for sure :)
Were you happy when you woke up today? I don't really have a legit reason not to be happy, so yeah.You’re locked in a room with the person you last kissed, problems? nope, not at all.
Where is the person you last kissed at this moment? his house, probably sleeping.
Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile? I smile a lot, so really anyone can! But the people that make me smile most are Tyler and Brianna :) 
Do you get along with everyone in your family? Yeah pretty much, I mean we all argue sometimes, but we're just a normal family.
Why do you and your best friend fight? well one time in 1st grade, I called her a Poisonous Mushroom and she called me a Brat. Other than that little spat, I don't think we have ever fought :)
Have you ever tripped in publis? Too many times to count. It doesn't really bother me anymore.
Do you like long hugs? Only with Tyler, otherwise its awkward.
Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone? I need Jesus, and Tyler and Brianna. Literally? I don't really understand how that changes the question.
What’s more important, trust or happiness? hmmmm, tricky. I think I'll have to say trust, because if you don't truly trust anyone, how can you be happy? I trust my boyfriend and my best friend with all my heart, and I am very happy.
What’s the biggest annoyance in your life right now? acne. UGH.
Are you a patient person? I like to think so
Do you believe in true love? YES.What is today’s date? Dec. 31st
Who was the last person to call you baby/babe? no one. Tyler and I both hate that lol :)
When you’re at the grocery store do you use the self checkout? no, I usually break it.
What is your relationship status? takenandhappy.
Has anyone ever given you roses? no, roses are soooo expensive, and I would probably kill them anyways.
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive? haha no. I took a quiz once on Facebook, and it said I would survive a full year in a Zombie Apocalypse, but I think it was lying.
What color are your eyes? green and blue.
How tall are you? 5’5”
Who was the last person to say they loved you and when? Tyler before I went to sleep last night.
Do you like your parents? yep
Do you secretly like someone? nope, I think it's pretty obvious.
Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone? My wonderful Grandma.
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep? SLEEP. Sleep is perfection.
Do you look more like your mom or your dad? Neither.
How long does it take you to shower? 15-20 minutes. 
Can you do splits? yep.
Are you flexible? a teensy bit.
What did you do on New Years Eve? went to Melissas and played the Hannah Montana wii game, and ate way to many cheese balls.

Happy New Year Everyone!! :)

sometimes I feel crazy.

All I've been doing today is cleaning.
I am so sick of cleaning.
So I am going to blog because I have been a terribly crappy blogger as of late.

This week has been a really good one, as far as weeks go.
Brianna and I went to Branson on Monday and Tuesday, and that was super fun. It was nice to get away, and just breathe, and let go of the stresses at home.
Tyler and I hung out last night, and watched Gentleman Broncos, which has to be one of the weirdest, yet best movies that I have ever seen.

Tyler gave me a promise ring for christmas, and I know that everyone thinks its crazy. And in a way, it kinda is.
I was one of those girls who always thought that I would end up a crazy cat lady. I didn't believe in love, and I didn't understand how anyone in their right mind could love someone like me. I hated seeing everyone so happy with their boyfriends, their cute couple pictures on facebook, and all their inside jokes. I hated hated hated it. I hated whenever my friends had boyfriends, and they would blab on about dates, and anniversarys, and about how wonderful their boyfriend was.I drove me crazy and I thought it was rediculously annoying.
I am afraid that I have become one of those people.
The ones that everyone pretends to like, but behind their backs talks about how annoying they are and how they wish they would just shut up about their boyfriend.
I know that I talk about Tyler a lot. It's not something that I do intentionally, it just happens. Not because I'm trying to rub it in, but because he's the one that I spend most of my time with, and therefore I have the most stories and stuff about things that have happened with him.
I really really really don't want to annoy anyone.

And here I sit, with a promise ring on my finger. Like I said, I KNOW everyone thinks it's crazy.
We are both so young, we've only been together for nine months now, how in the world can we know that we want to be together forever?
That's a question that I can't really answer, but I will try my best.
All my life, I thought that love was this big scary thing that left you vulnerable, and hurt in the end. Boy meets girl, girls falls in love, boy doesn't, girls is obsessed, boy finds someone else. I thought that you had to at least be in college to have the feeling that someone was "the one". I've never been proved more wrong in my life.
I met Tyler for the first time on Valentines day. He visited my church, and we ended up sitting by each other, and sharing a bible. He was sweet, funny, and he could SING. holy moley, he can sing. I went home that night, and I prayed really hard about Tyler. I know it sounds crazy, but from the very moment that I met him, I just knew that he was going to have a very important role in my life. We started texting constantly, and haning out on the weekends. I felt so comfortable around him. I could be my true self, and not feel stupid and dumb because I like weird things, and ramble on forever, and change topics like twenty different times in one conversation.
I found that every time we were together, I found out something new about him. He told me things about him that no one else knew, and I told him everything.
Before I knew what was happening, I knew that the butterflies I got when I saw him, were more than just butterflies. I knew that I was in love, and it wasn'tnscary at all.  Instead, it was exciting, and secure.
Like I said, I know we're young, but we really do know what love is. I promise it's not as crazy as you all think.

I'm sorry if I annoy you.
Please no that is is not in my intentions at all.

On another note, I miss my old friends.
I miss Brooke, and Melissa, and Tyler.
I miss the fun that we all used to have together, and I hate thinking that my stubborness is one thing that has pulled us apart. I really hope that we can all hang out over break sometimg :)

how barfably adorable.

I am so cheesy.

and mushy.

and sappy.

I am so thankful for a boyfriend that loves me and makes me feel beautiful even when my face is nasty and gross.

I love him lots.

you can barf now.

food glorious food

I am sitting at work, and I feel I am going to die from starvation. For some reason my sharp stabs of hunger have had me looking up picture of food.
Makes sense right?
no not really...



contrary to what you might be thinking, today has actually been quite productive.

I got an A(!!!!!!!!) on my final paper in Composition. If I had gotten anything other than an A I think I would have passed out. I put so much effort into that stupid thing, and I'm glad to see it paid of.

Then my business group partner and I got together to finish our business plan. I am SO GLAD that wretched thing is done. so glad. so glad. so glad.

After all that productiveness occured I came to work. Which is where I sit now, being completely unproductive. I have been creepin peoples facebooks, reading every blog on my list, googling random things, looking up pictures of food, and playing a grand total of 15 games of spider solitaire.

wow.

In other news...

This was such a great show. It was like an appropriate soap opera for kids 14 and under.

Naturally, I loved it.

Joe and Stella had me on pins and needles, Nick and Macy's coming together brought tears to my eyes, and Kevin as usual was comic relief. but thats why we love him.

also, where in the world is miley cyrus? she like completely dropped off the face of the planet after he skanky "can't be tamed" music video.

I still love her hair.